I’ve tried to do this review a million times. I sat down and recorded it… which ended with me crying. I’ve always been better with words, better at expressing my emotions through sentences. Instead of making a review I’m simply going to write about something that happened in this book. If you have not read these books, or Allegiant, then DO NOT READ ON. I mean it. Because you know
We have read Allegiant and know what happens at the end. That very, very, very depressing holy-mother-this-is-not-real-but-it-is ending. Tris, the main character and the voice of this series, dies. Why? I have no idea. This- this plot twist angered me. Tris
is was a character that had a tremendous impact on my life. When I first read Divergent I had a lot of things going on in my life. Divergent allowed me to escape from it all. For a good month that was all read, spoke, and breathed about. I was actually banned from ever mentioning it because people got annoyed. Like that would even stop me.
Divergent, Tris really, became this hero to me. Often I found myself saying, “What Would Tris Do?” She had this strength that I wanted. I found myself trying to be tough and strong and just to have courage. I took a piece of Tris into myself, which readers often do with characters they are fond of. When she died a piece of myself died with her. I was hysterically crying and really, it wasn’t a pretty sight.
My sister told me something when I finished Allegiant, “There won’t always be a happy ending.” But I like happy endings. We live in a shitty world full of war, heartbreak, and death. It could books or a movie, maybe even a game, that helps you escape from it all. Books, for me at least, give me this hope that good things do happen. Which is why what my sister said angered me. I don’t want to face reality sometimes. I needed a happy ending in Divergent damn it. I needed Tris to live, to marry Four and live. I thought, “If Tris can survive every shitty thing that happens to her then so can I.” Reading her death was like watching all of those hopes and dreams vanish. I know how dramatic this all sounds, but we all have a series or a book that saved us. Allegiant felt like one giant slap in the face.
Yeah, Tris died a noble death, she sacrificed herself for the greater good and blah blah blah. I get that VR wanted to kill her from the start. She had it planned out, but I felt like she was so stuck on this one ending that she did everything in her damn power to make it happen. Four, at least the one I loved, never would have left her. He was have stayed with her. All of that Evelyn bullshit and the whole, “Choose me or not,” annoyed the crap out of me. Not only that, but she lets MARCUS THE ABUSIVE ASSHAT LIVE. Oh, and of course Peter the LET ME KILL ALL THE PEOPLE is allowed to forget how much of an asshole he is. He can forget that he sexually assaulted Tris, almost killed her, stabbed Edward in the eye, worked with Erudite, and again WILLING TO KILL ANYONE. Isn’t that just all nice and cosy. So Tris dies and the two people who deserved to die the most live. Sure, seems fitting.
Divergent… Divergent was my world. Tris was the character that saved me. It hurts that I will never be able to read these book again, won’t be able to watch the movie without thinking about this book. I give VR credit because she really didn’t care what people will think. It was her book and she won’t change a thing. But at the same time I hate it. She gave us two whole books with Tris’ POV. VR gave us all of Tris’ thoughts and feelings, everything she wanted… She gave us 6. It hurts because the book that brought me hope, the character that gave me strength, are both dead. I just have to hope authors don’t start rolling VR’s lead and start killing their main characters.
What are your thoughts?